today of so long . .
wat a beautiful sentence to use . .
from the early intention of me having a blog is to share
something happen to me and that was fun . .
of all n all blog i've read . .INDIRECTLY expressing their hatred ..
mind me . .waz ~ INDIRECTLY
you wouldn't know who are they talking about ..
at least not a specific wan...

today i come to realise that i'm sort of miss tune out of it . .
a life blog, a life journal , thruthfully written loud and clear. .
as from the begining .chosing a line such as this
masked that sealed upon me are yet to be discover...
was something that link closely to me, my fren and even my family..
something that still seal inside somewhere deep down in me
which won't be discover by u nor them . .

today of so long..
i cant hardly shared my happiness with
one particular person no more..
where i make the annonymous hate me so much...
i do really wish that my
"GENEROUSITY CONTROLISM HEART"
will stay as long as time goes by..
but silent-annonymous makes me gone insane
which condemn the circulation inside of me . .

soon i come to realise that mask are not only sealed on me
it's also sealed on you, you, and you ...
silently pissed me off wat u've done ...
i now swear silently with me and my inner self..
do wateva is i think its good only for myself..
don give a damn no more ...
u life aint my life...
no fuck care ... loud and clear i declare...
u pissed me off fantastically...
i cant do anything no more...
no arguement, no nothing ...
silence and shut myself up invinsiblely upon urlife
thats wat u dream on..
i'll try my very best to help u the last time..
to fulfill ur dream of me dissapearing in urlife...
where i've made a commitment to myself...

when i come to realise wat's ur intention..
surprisingly there's no hatred no angriness appeared
upon me ...
just silently thinking a way to fulfill ur dream..
i'll try and try and try ...
until it succeed ur goal ...
kind hearted(i think i am ..haha), generousity ...
will soon dissapeared from me to u
little by little ...

haha and guess wat... now makes me think of a song
by dixie chicks...
upload e lyrics next post...

~case closed
from the above...*_*